/free me
GERHANAWATY
11.06.1983
INDO > MELBOURNE

free you
MAKE POVERTY HISTORY

WISHES
ABOLISH TERRORISM

/them

/secrets

i think the world is dying

x

skin by
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Goodbye You, Hello U!

2007 has a bumpy start.
Unwillingness to leave the family back home.
Distress call from the fur invested carpet.
Gigantism developing in my sweet 'lil' kitten.
Relationship on a bumpy buggy road to commisery.
The month of February had never been more dull.

Along come the equally miserable Valentine's day.
Consisting nothing of its true meaning.
Counting on the last few threads of the tearing relationship.
Few words mentioned. Many tears dropped.
Lots of hurting and comforting and hurting and comforting again.
Viscious cycle of the psychological torture between the sadist and the masochist.

Chinese new year came by like a bandaid to a ghastly bleeding wound.
Insignificant nice gesture of nature which helps nothing but to hide the physical ugliness of the still bleeding puss invested wound.

Then a fresh breeze came along
The long haired man with his architecture bullshit
Which amused me like none before
It dried the wound, healing nicely
Friendship blossomed
New experience began

It's easy to forget the past
when the future's bright

It's easy to move on
when the steps taken are light and promising

It's not impossible to forgive and forget
when what you forgiving and forgetting does not matter anymore

To the painful past, I bid goodbye
To my happier future, I'd hold on and cherish you as much as I could.

XxX